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followtheblackrabbit) wrote2012-07-18 09:16 am
followtheblackrabbit) wrote2012-07-18 09:16 am
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Oz broke 20k!?!1
Question meme! For Flynn and Oz. And idk I guess if you're a masochist you can ask about Mother.
I will be a good girl and answer these.
Question meme! For Flynn and Oz. And idk I guess if you're a masochist you can ask about Mother.
I will be a good girl and answer these.
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Oz is really ridiculously glad to have Lelouch around and he continues to be really amazingly won over by him and just all around happy that things between them are sort of working out in a way that winds up really being fortuitous for both of them as well as Gil.
IDK I have babbled at you a lot about this in gchat but Lelouch is really someone that Oz feels like he can trust. He feels comfortable opening up to Lelouch about a lot of issues that he's having that he hasn't even mentioned to anyone else, like his concerns about Gil's mind control and his own relationship with C.C., mostly because Lelouch is someone who seems to really care but also someone who's a capable listener and an intelligent person.
He also really gets a kick out of teasing Lelouch! Oz is completely a hair pulling boyfriend, the more he taunts you the better he likes you. He is super glad that he can have that sort of relaxed banter with Lelouch even when they sometimes cross the line and it gets into the territory of just being completely topped by how much Lelouch accepts him and really does like him.
Though there is also some uncertainty in their relationship which does come out at times. Namely how they play the massive games of feelings chicken and "no you go" "no you go" when it comes to admitting what they want out of fear of rejection. I think that Oz is slowly starting to gain more confidence in that area mostly because it's becoming pretty clear that Lelouch really does want him and care for him and his feelings are something he can talk about more freely.
He's pretty much in love, but it's gonna take them a little while to get around to saying that I imagine.
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Lelouch just . . . likes Oz? Oz is really easy to be fond of. He has the combination of playfulness and depth that Lelouch is attracted to. All the stuff with Gil coming back was just handled so well on Oz's part (encouraging Lelouch to confess!) that Lelouch just immediately became drawn to him. Lelouch also just . . . sorely needs a normal friend, a person he can trust that can stand their own against him and are not all fucked up on Geass or too overwhelmed with their own issues.
They also both have an extremely similar fear of rejection, h-hence the ridiculous feelings chicken, yeah. It is SO HARD for Lelouch to push past his self-hate/rejection fear with people that he doesn't know well. So Oz is in this weird place where he's won a lot of trust, physical affection, etc, but hasn't . . . actually broken down the barriers one has to get past with Lelouch in order to get there. So Lelouch is kind of uneasy and terrified and off-balance, even while he is just genuinely happy with sort of a bizarre/normal relationship.