It feels like THE ONLY THING HE LIVES FOR AND THE ONLY WAY HIS LIFE CAN POSSIBLY HAVE ANY VALIDATION AND MEANING AND HAPPINESS doesn't want him 8( It could quickly escalate to the I Am Not Worthy crap that Raven was pulling if he feels even an ounce of selfish for it.
HE. DOES. It's honestly a little overwhelming for him because like I said he doesn't want to hurt Gil's feelings and he hates that everything he says seems like it's crushing Gil's world sometimes. But at the same time it's kind of WAY TOO HEAVY FOR HIM. And he doesn't want to hold all that yet. So he is a bit in a state of AUGH WHAT DO?! D:
How would Gil react to Oz finding out about him and Mukuro?
(yes see there's the not worthy thing) DEEP BREATHSSS Gil is taking deep breaths!1 Don't want to burden!1 This is all very sudden for him too, he hasn't felt so intensely about ANYONE he's Just Met yet it's very powerful, so he's aware this is a SUDDEN AND NEW FEELING and is trying to... deal with it...
how awkward I have no idea, I guess we'll find out when it happens 8D noo i'm sorry your servant is so weak and shameful
UH how is mytho 8D WHO ARE MYTHO'S PRIORITIES, HOW IS HIS THOUGHT PROCESS RIGHT NOW.
Oz will eventually remember smacking Gil upside the head and will determine this is an efficient way of dealing with his servant. Until then he's probably just going to be slightly intimidated and topped by it.
OH GOD MYTHO. So Mytho has got his raven's blood back but it's not going to come into full force for about three more IC days BUT when that does come to pass, he has also earned back his Obsession and none of his regret! And so like, the way Mytho processes his memories is first by trying to identify the emotion that he gets back in terms of the visceral feeling. Like, is it tight, warm, hot, cold, that kind of thing. Then he tries to identify it in context of his other memories. The thing is the only memory he has with obsession so far is his first one. Of needing sacrifices for the raven. So now that his obsession has returned and once the raven's blood fully impacts on him that's one of the things he's going to really intently focus on. And while previously Mytho was kind of derp derp distractable, having obsession back gives him a lot more focus. So basically he is going to want those hearts and he is going to do whatever it takes to get them. Similarly, this will apply to Emerald and games where he will be REALLY DETERMINED to help win games and get memories back.
He's not back up to 100% functionality though because he still doesn't have enough emotions to be completely coherent, but that'll probably just make it even more disturbing when he starts dropping incest hearts on Emerald's doorstep. :'D
Man Guy really likes Kazu. A lot. He likes him in EVERY WAY, he is cute and impressive and strong and he loves talking with him and wants him to grow into someone amazing. Not that he isn't already pretty amazing. EVERYTHING ABOUT HIM IS A THING GUY LIKES and gawd ide, he's become his mentor, and he really feels at home "raising" someone's abilities as it were. And Kazu had such an obvious crush on him it was basically IMPOSSIBLE not to flirt with him. Serious Dating and Feelings are coming up on Kazu's end which is a little flustering but whatever. He will touch Kazu everywhere and as fast as he went with Zack he's trying to pay close attention to Kazu's desired pace.
THEN THERE'S CRUBY ASCH WHO TOPPED HIM and like. sccrrreeammm he doesn't. he was very topped. it was very lightning fast topping. He has a lot of feelings about it idk. Still no real hormonal inclination towards Luke except for when they were both very mutually topped in a combo move which I guess makes them both Asch's things. He honestly tries not to think about Asch like that, especially since he was drunk, and when Asch asked about it he told him he just hugged him and said that was fine 8D;
AS WE ARE A RENAISSANCE OF ROMANCE, PAIRINGS YOU SHIP IN AATHER
Though in all seriousness, I stalk Zack/Break threads like none other because omg Planet Homo is the bestest planet ever. I also shamelessly like watching Mukuro/Gil threads just because oh Gil you are so so very messed up. And all of Kaworu's threads with his boyfriends make me go heeee. I've also stalked Sugata and Souya because Souya being topped is really something hilarious to watch. There's also Guy and Kazu of course because Kazu is really damn adorable when flustered. And of course I ship canon things like Tsuzuki/Hisoka, Break/Reim, Sharon/Break, Vincent/Gil and the like. Uuum and also Mithos/Asuka is cute, and Lloyd/KK, Kida/Cass, Devin/Dera and I thiiink that's it? Though I feel like I'm forgetting something. :|a
MYTHO 1. DO A POST WITH MYTHO COVERED IN BLOOD AND SURROUNDED BY DEAD INCESTS Jade can have the bodies, I just want the hearts 2. Generally play with him being fucked up and corrupted by the Raven's blood 3. More antics with Cubia and possibly having it transition to Mytho topping Cubia instead. 4. Creeping on all the girls/boys 5. Uuuh idk, something with Ahiru goes here because I cannot wait for her to turn into a girl.
OZ 1. ALL THE YELLING AT ELLIOT 2. ALL THE AWKWARD FEELINGS FOR GILBERT 3. GOING BUGFUCK AND SCYTHING MONSTERS 4. The eventual awkward break up with Sharon and the adorable dating in the interim 5. turning into more of a shounen brat because lolo Ruby. (included in this is stuff like idk, getting Gokudera to train him on street fighting because IT WOULD BE AWESOME)
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Does Oz feel like Gil is coming on a bit strong
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HE. DOES. It's honestly a little overwhelming for him because like I said he doesn't want to hurt Gil's feelings and he hates that everything he says seems like it's crushing Gil's world sometimes. But at the same time it's kind of WAY TOO HEAVY FOR HIM. And he doesn't want to hold all that yet. So he is a bit in a state of AUGH WHAT DO?! D:
How would Gil react to Oz finding out about him and Mukuro?
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how awkward I have no idea, I guess we'll find out when it happens 8D noo i'm sorry your servant is so weak and shameful
UH how is mytho 8D WHO ARE MYTHO'S PRIORITIES, HOW IS HIS THOUGHT PROCESS RIGHT NOW.
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OH GOD MYTHO. So Mytho has got his raven's blood back but it's not going to come into full force for about three more IC days BUT when that does come to pass, he has also earned back his Obsession and none of his regret! And so like, the way Mytho processes his memories is first by trying to identify the emotion that he gets back in terms of the visceral feeling. Like, is it tight, warm, hot, cold, that kind of thing. Then he tries to identify it in context of his other memories. The thing is the only memory he has with obsession so far is his first one. Of needing sacrifices for the raven. So now that his obsession has returned and once the raven's blood fully impacts on him that's one of the things he's going to really intently focus on. And while previously Mytho was kind of derp derp distractable, having obsession back gives him a lot more focus. So basically he is going to want those hearts and he is going to do whatever it takes to get them. Similarly, this will apply to Emerald and games where he will be REALLY DETERMINED to help win games and get memories back.
He's not back up to 100% functionality though because he still doesn't have enough emotions to be completely coherent, but that'll probably just make it even more disturbing when he starts dropping incest hearts on Emerald's doorstep. :'D
HOW'S GUY DOING WITH HIS HAREM OF YOUNG BOYS?
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Man Guy really likes Kazu. A lot. He likes him in EVERY WAY, he is cute and impressive and strong and he loves talking with him and wants him to grow into someone amazing. Not that he isn't already pretty amazing. EVERYTHING ABOUT HIM IS A THING GUY LIKES and gawd ide, he's become his mentor, and he really feels at home "raising" someone's abilities as it were. And Kazu had such an obvious crush on him it was basically IMPOSSIBLE not to flirt with him. Serious Dating and Feelings are coming up on Kazu's end which is a little flustering but whatever. He will touch Kazu everywhere and as fast as he went with Zack he's trying to pay close attention to Kazu's desired pace.
THEN THERE'S CRUBY ASCH WHO TOPPED HIM and like. sccrrreeammm he doesn't. he was very topped. it was very lightning fast topping. He has a lot of feelings about it idk. Still no real hormonal inclination towards Luke except for when they were both very mutually topped in a combo move which I guess makes them both Asch's things. He honestly tries not to think about Asch like that, especially since he was drunk, and when Asch asked about it he told him he just hugged him and said that was fine 8D;
AS WE ARE A RENAISSANCE OF ROMANCE, PAIRINGS YOU SHIP IN AATHER
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Though in all seriousness, I stalk Zack/Break threads like none other because omg Planet Homo is the bestest planet ever. I also shamelessly like watching Mukuro/Gil threads just because oh Gil you are so so very messed up. And all of Kaworu's threads with his boyfriends make me go heeee. I've also stalked Sugata and Souya because Souya being topped is really something hilarious to watch. There's also Guy and Kazu of course because Kazu is really damn adorable when flustered. And of course I ship canon things like Tsuzuki/Hisoka, Break/Reim, Sharon/Break, Vincent/Gil and the like. Uuum and also Mithos/Asuka is cute, and Lloyd/KK, Kida/Cass, Devin/Dera and I thiiink that's it? Though I feel like I'm forgetting something. :|a
SAME TO YOU?
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I also root for team incest wherever it occurs, I totes ship the Coralcest goin on
FIVE THINGS YOU ARE SUPER EXCITED TO DO with both your characters
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1. DO A POST WITH MYTHO COVERED IN BLOOD AND SURROUNDED BY DEAD INCESTS Jade can have the bodies, I just want the hearts
2. Generally play with him being fucked up and corrupted by the Raven's blood
3. More antics with Cubia and possibly having it transition to Mytho topping Cubia instead.
4. Creeping on all the girls/boys
5. Uuuh idk, something with Ahiru goes here because I cannot wait for her to turn into a girl.
OZ
1. ALL THE YELLING AT ELLIOT
2. ALL THE AWKWARD FEELINGS FOR GILBERT
3. GOING BUGFUCK AND SCYTHING MONSTERS
4. The eventual awkward break up with Sharon and the adorable dating in the interim
5. turning into more of a shounen brat because lolo Ruby. (included in this is stuff like idk, getting Gokudera to train him on street fighting because IT WOULD BE AWESOME)
Same for yours?