GILL~ Oz is adapting in INTERESTING WAYS. Mostly at this point I think he's getting a little tired of the whole lolo everyone in PH cast knows him when he knows none of them. It's making him a little bit worried because he also doesn't entirely identify with the person in his memory, and understandably so because his memory does a really good job of showcasing how jaded he gets toward the world due to blah blah his dad is a dickbag and all. But mostly if someone else shows up and is all "OH WHY IF IT ISN'T OZ VESALIUS!" before he gets another memory he might kick them in the face. :I (consequentially if Vincent does this he'll get a kick in the face) He doesn't really know entirely who Oz Vesalius is and doesn't want to be "Oz Vesalius" until he knows more and likewise he's not really comfortable with the idea of people remembering things about him when he doesn't know what he did.
So as a result I think he's probably going to subtly try to avoid people like Reim and Break until he's gotten more memories back and is more comfortable around them. Gil and Sharon are a different story because Gil is Gil and even if Oz is still a but unsure on Gil being his Gil, he makes faces like a kicked puppy and Oz doesn't want to leave him alone because the resemblance is (obviously) too strong to his Gil. Sharon is excepted because Oz is in wai wai doki doki puppy love with her and they have gone on a ~date~ and she's ~fond~ of him and okay she might be fond of "Oz Vesalius" as well, but they've talked a bit about it and he's slightly more confident that she's seeing him for who he is in Aather over who he is in her memories.
He's also sort of got a lot of feelings toward Ruby because he wants to help! But his team is also full of people with all the feelings and psychopaths. So...what do you do? He feels a little out of place around them because even when he got his dancing skill back his skill were almost instantly shot down by the other members of Ruby as being useless which was really frustrating because he was actually kind of happy that he remembered it. :E Also not having had the chance to make a game yet is putting him in a weird place because he knows about the games and wants to help out in them but handwave handwave, it's been bad for me OOCly so he hasn't been able to make them. But basically he wants to be useful to his team!1 but he still hasn't figured out exactly how he fits in with them.
Mostly now I think he's at a point where he wants to go out and meet more people who a) are not on his team and b) are not from his world. He wants to meet people as 'William' and get a bit more comfortable with himself as he is. Also possibly do some quests for things for Ruby so he can help them out as well!
How does Gil feel about Oz pushing against the 'Master' thing? :|a
It feels like THE ONLY THING HE LIVES FOR AND THE ONLY WAY HIS LIFE CAN POSSIBLY HAVE ANY VALIDATION AND MEANING AND HAPPINESS doesn't want him 8( It could quickly escalate to the I Am Not Worthy crap that Raven was pulling if he feels even an ounce of selfish for it.
HE. DOES. It's honestly a little overwhelming for him because like I said he doesn't want to hurt Gil's feelings and he hates that everything he says seems like it's crushing Gil's world sometimes. But at the same time it's kind of WAY TOO HEAVY FOR HIM. And he doesn't want to hold all that yet. So he is a bit in a state of AUGH WHAT DO?! D:
How would Gil react to Oz finding out about him and Mukuro?
(yes see there's the not worthy thing) DEEP BREATHSSS Gil is taking deep breaths!1 Don't want to burden!1 This is all very sudden for him too, he hasn't felt so intensely about ANYONE he's Just Met yet it's very powerful, so he's aware this is a SUDDEN AND NEW FEELING and is trying to... deal with it...
how awkward I have no idea, I guess we'll find out when it happens 8D noo i'm sorry your servant is so weak and shameful
UH how is mytho 8D WHO ARE MYTHO'S PRIORITIES, HOW IS HIS THOUGHT PROCESS RIGHT NOW.
Oz will eventually remember smacking Gil upside the head and will determine this is an efficient way of dealing with his servant. Until then he's probably just going to be slightly intimidated and topped by it.
OH GOD MYTHO. So Mytho has got his raven's blood back but it's not going to come into full force for about three more IC days BUT when that does come to pass, he has also earned back his Obsession and none of his regret! And so like, the way Mytho processes his memories is first by trying to identify the emotion that he gets back in terms of the visceral feeling. Like, is it tight, warm, hot, cold, that kind of thing. Then he tries to identify it in context of his other memories. The thing is the only memory he has with obsession so far is his first one. Of needing sacrifices for the raven. So now that his obsession has returned and once the raven's blood fully impacts on him that's one of the things he's going to really intently focus on. And while previously Mytho was kind of derp derp distractable, having obsession back gives him a lot more focus. So basically he is going to want those hearts and he is going to do whatever it takes to get them. Similarly, this will apply to Emerald and games where he will be REALLY DETERMINED to help win games and get memories back.
He's not back up to 100% functionality though because he still doesn't have enough emotions to be completely coherent, but that'll probably just make it even more disturbing when he starts dropping incest hearts on Emerald's doorstep. :'D
Man Guy really likes Kazu. A lot. He likes him in EVERY WAY, he is cute and impressive and strong and he loves talking with him and wants him to grow into someone amazing. Not that he isn't already pretty amazing. EVERYTHING ABOUT HIM IS A THING GUY LIKES and gawd ide, he's become his mentor, and he really feels at home "raising" someone's abilities as it were. And Kazu had such an obvious crush on him it was basically IMPOSSIBLE not to flirt with him. Serious Dating and Feelings are coming up on Kazu's end which is a little flustering but whatever. He will touch Kazu everywhere and as fast as he went with Zack he's trying to pay close attention to Kazu's desired pace.
THEN THERE'S CRUBY ASCH WHO TOPPED HIM and like. sccrrreeammm he doesn't. he was very topped. it was very lightning fast topping. He has a lot of feelings about it idk. Still no real hormonal inclination towards Luke except for when they were both very mutually topped in a combo move which I guess makes them both Asch's things. He honestly tries not to think about Asch like that, especially since he was drunk, and when Asch asked about it he told him he just hugged him and said that was fine 8D;
AS WE ARE A RENAISSANCE OF ROMANCE, PAIRINGS YOU SHIP IN AATHER
Though in all seriousness, I stalk Zack/Break threads like none other because omg Planet Homo is the bestest planet ever. I also shamelessly like watching Mukuro/Gil threads just because oh Gil you are so so very messed up. And all of Kaworu's threads with his boyfriends make me go heeee. I've also stalked Sugata and Souya because Souya being topped is really something hilarious to watch. There's also Guy and Kazu of course because Kazu is really damn adorable when flustered. And of course I ship canon things like Tsuzuki/Hisoka, Break/Reim, Sharon/Break, Vincent/Gil and the like. Uuum and also Mithos/Asuka is cute, and Lloyd/KK, Kida/Cass, Devin/Dera and I thiiink that's it? Though I feel like I'm forgetting something. :|a
MYTHO 1. DO A POST WITH MYTHO COVERED IN BLOOD AND SURROUNDED BY DEAD INCESTS Jade can have the bodies, I just want the hearts 2. Generally play with him being fucked up and corrupted by the Raven's blood 3. More antics with Cubia and possibly having it transition to Mytho topping Cubia instead. 4. Creeping on all the girls/boys 5. Uuuh idk, something with Ahiru goes here because I cannot wait for her to turn into a girl.
OZ 1. ALL THE YELLING AT ELLIOT 2. ALL THE AWKWARD FEELINGS FOR GILBERT 3. GOING BUGFUCK AND SCYTHING MONSTERS 4. The eventual awkward break up with Sharon and the adorable dating in the interim 5. turning into more of a shounen brat because lolo Ruby. (included in this is stuff like idk, getting Gokudera to train him on street fighting because IT WOULD BE AWESOME)
YOU ARE KIND OF CRAZY AND YOU HURT GIL BUT YOU ARE ALSO TEAM. So it's kind of. CONFLICTING, what do? :E Part of him does kind of want Acedia's approval? Because Acedia is team and he wants to help his team out! But he does also recognize that you guys are a little bit weird and he's been told multiple times that Acedia goes crazy shit and hurts people for no reason. I think he wants to talk to Acedia about it and try to figure out why he did that but he also doesn't feel like it's quite his place to ask yet so he's laying off of it.
Also he wants to prove that he's not a spare!1 I CAN MEMBER OF CRUBY TOO! So he's probably going to try to do some quests or something so that he can get himself to a footing where he can actually talk to Acedia as a teammate and have Acedia recognize that.
Doesn't actually think that lowly of Oz, and has a generally positive impression of him! He just. Feels the need to be a dick because that is how he is. Though it is just a general impression because Mukuro hasn't spent enough time with Oz yet :|b
Man Mukuro wasn't kidding when he said you had sucky memories and lots of feelings.
Like pretty much all the other members of Ruby Oz feels the need to IMPRESS!1 Luke so that he'll really feel like he fits in with the team. The fact that Luke doesn't approve of his dancing makes him frustrated but he does feel that of the three members of Ruby that he doesn't quite get along with (Dera, Mukuro, and Luke) Luke is going to be the easiest one for him to crack because Luke has feelings! And Oz can (kind of) help with those feelings! So basically he really does want to become someone who can support Luke and he wants Luke to feel better about himself! Oz is sort of borrowing from the logic he used in his memory a bit when dealing with Luke because even if Luke was betrayed that doesn't mean that he can't move forward and just . . . not let it get to him? But at the same time Oz isn't quite sure how to apply said logic because he doesn't fully identify with what he was saying in his memory so it's a little derp derp.
BASICALLY. He wants Luke to like him and he wants to help make Luke happy!
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How is Oz doing so far :O STATE OF THE UNION
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So as a result I think he's probably going to subtly try to avoid people like Reim and Break until he's gotten more memories back and is more comfortable around them. Gil and Sharon are a different story because Gil is Gil and even if Oz is still a but unsure on Gil being his Gil, he makes faces like a kicked puppy and Oz doesn't want to leave him alone because the resemblance is (obviously) too strong to his Gil. Sharon is excepted because Oz is in wai wai doki doki puppy love with her and they have gone on a ~date~ and she's ~fond~ of him and okay she might be fond of "Oz Vesalius" as well, but they've talked a bit about it and he's slightly more confident that she's seeing him for who he is in Aather over who he is in her memories.
He's also sort of got a lot of feelings toward Ruby because he wants to help! But his team is also full of people with all the feelings and psychopaths. So...what do you do? He feels a little out of place around them because even when he got his dancing skill back his skill were almost instantly shot down by the other members of Ruby as being useless which was really frustrating because he was actually kind of happy that he remembered it. :E Also not having had the chance to make a game yet is putting him in a weird place because he knows about the games and wants to help out in them but handwave handwave, it's been bad for me OOCly so he hasn't been able to make them. But basically he wants to be useful to his team!1 but he still hasn't figured out exactly how he fits in with them.
Mostly now I think he's at a point where he wants to go out and meet more people who a) are not on his team and b) are not from his world. He wants to meet people as 'William' and get a bit more comfortable with himself as he is. Also possibly do some quests for things for Ruby so he can help them out as well!
How does Gil feel about Oz pushing against the 'Master' thing? :|a
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Does Oz feel like Gil is coming on a bit strong
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HE. DOES. It's honestly a little overwhelming for him because like I said he doesn't want to hurt Gil's feelings and he hates that everything he says seems like it's crushing Gil's world sometimes. But at the same time it's kind of WAY TOO HEAVY FOR HIM. And he doesn't want to hold all that yet. So he is a bit in a state of AUGH WHAT DO?! D:
How would Gil react to Oz finding out about him and Mukuro?
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how awkward I have no idea, I guess we'll find out when it happens 8D noo i'm sorry your servant is so weak and shameful
UH how is mytho 8D WHO ARE MYTHO'S PRIORITIES, HOW IS HIS THOUGHT PROCESS RIGHT NOW.
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OH GOD MYTHO. So Mytho has got his raven's blood back but it's not going to come into full force for about three more IC days BUT when that does come to pass, he has also earned back his Obsession and none of his regret! And so like, the way Mytho processes his memories is first by trying to identify the emotion that he gets back in terms of the visceral feeling. Like, is it tight, warm, hot, cold, that kind of thing. Then he tries to identify it in context of his other memories. The thing is the only memory he has with obsession so far is his first one. Of needing sacrifices for the raven. So now that his obsession has returned and once the raven's blood fully impacts on him that's one of the things he's going to really intently focus on. And while previously Mytho was kind of derp derp distractable, having obsession back gives him a lot more focus. So basically he is going to want those hearts and he is going to do whatever it takes to get them. Similarly, this will apply to Emerald and games where he will be REALLY DETERMINED to help win games and get memories back.
He's not back up to 100% functionality though because he still doesn't have enough emotions to be completely coherent, but that'll probably just make it even more disturbing when he starts dropping incest hearts on Emerald's doorstep. :'D
HOW'S GUY DOING WITH HIS HAREM OF YOUNG BOYS?
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Man Guy really likes Kazu. A lot. He likes him in EVERY WAY, he is cute and impressive and strong and he loves talking with him and wants him to grow into someone amazing. Not that he isn't already pretty amazing. EVERYTHING ABOUT HIM IS A THING GUY LIKES and gawd ide, he's become his mentor, and he really feels at home "raising" someone's abilities as it were. And Kazu had such an obvious crush on him it was basically IMPOSSIBLE not to flirt with him. Serious Dating and Feelings are coming up on Kazu's end which is a little flustering but whatever. He will touch Kazu everywhere and as fast as he went with Zack he's trying to pay close attention to Kazu's desired pace.
THEN THERE'S CRUBY ASCH WHO TOPPED HIM and like. sccrrreeammm he doesn't. he was very topped. it was very lightning fast topping. He has a lot of feelings about it idk. Still no real hormonal inclination towards Luke except for when they were both very mutually topped in a combo move which I guess makes them both Asch's things. He honestly tries not to think about Asch like that, especially since he was drunk, and when Asch asked about it he told him he just hugged him and said that was fine 8D;
AS WE ARE A RENAISSANCE OF ROMANCE, PAIRINGS YOU SHIP IN AATHER
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Though in all seriousness, I stalk Zack/Break threads like none other because omg Planet Homo is the bestest planet ever. I also shamelessly like watching Mukuro/Gil threads just because oh Gil you are so so very messed up. And all of Kaworu's threads with his boyfriends make me go heeee. I've also stalked Sugata and Souya because Souya being topped is really something hilarious to watch. There's also Guy and Kazu of course because Kazu is really damn adorable when flustered. And of course I ship canon things like Tsuzuki/Hisoka, Break/Reim, Sharon/Break, Vincent/Gil and the like. Uuum and also Mithos/Asuka is cute, and Lloyd/KK, Kida/Cass, Devin/Dera and I thiiink that's it? Though I feel like I'm forgetting something. :|a
SAME TO YOU?
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I also root for team incest wherever it occurs, I totes ship the Coralcest goin on
FIVE THINGS YOU ARE SUPER EXCITED TO DO with both your characters
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1. DO A POST WITH MYTHO COVERED IN BLOOD AND SURROUNDED BY DEAD INCESTS Jade can have the bodies, I just want the hearts
2. Generally play with him being fucked up and corrupted by the Raven's blood
3. More antics with Cubia and possibly having it transition to Mytho topping Cubia instead.
4. Creeping on all the girls/boys
5. Uuuh idk, something with Ahiru goes here because I cannot wait for her to turn into a girl.
OZ
1. ALL THE YELLING AT ELLIOT
2. ALL THE AWKWARD FEELINGS FOR GILBERT
3. GOING BUGFUCK AND SCYTHING MONSTERS
4. The eventual awkward break up with Sharon and the adorable dating in the interim
5. turning into more of a shounen brat because lolo Ruby. (included in this is stuff like idk, getting Gokudera to train him on street fighting because IT WOULD BE AWESOME)
Same for yours?
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Also he wants to prove that he's not a spare!1 I CAN MEMBER OF CRUBY TOO! So he's probably going to try to do some quests or something so that he can get himself to a footing where he can actually talk to Acedia as a teammate and have Acedia recognize that.
Reverse~!
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Also with Break and Oz too cuz I'm dating ur lady.
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Like pretty much all the other members of Ruby Oz feels the need to IMPRESS!1 Luke so that he'll really feel like he fits in with the team. The fact that Luke doesn't approve of his dancing makes him frustrated but he does feel that of the three members of Ruby that he doesn't quite get along with (Dera, Mukuro, and Luke) Luke is going to be the easiest one for him to crack because Luke has feelings! And Oz can (kind of) help with those feelings! So basically he really does want to become someone who can support Luke and he wants Luke to feel better about himself! Oz is sort of borrowing from the logic he used in his memory a bit when dealing with Luke because even if Luke was betrayed that doesn't mean that he can't move forward and just . . . not let it get to him? But at the same time Oz isn't quite sure how to apply said logic because he doesn't fully identify with what he was saying in his memory so it's a little derp derp.
BASICALLY. He wants Luke to like him and he wants to help make Luke happy!
Reverse!