[thhhis is good, this is worth it all... drawing all the comfort from this, until he's boneless under him, hand buried in his hair. The other falls back palm up next to his head, he cant hold it up after a while.]
[well sedated mmn. tilts his throat automatically, trusting. Under his collar he is well bitten and bruised up lol though it already looks old and starting to fade.]
[this effort looks way less like a war effort and more like just total desperation, to be fair, it has never quite been this bad. his eyes flutter open and he flushes when he touches the marks, and he opens his mouth a moment but shuts it again. then opens again and breathes.]
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Gil—[twists his hands in his jacket, holding him tight]
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It's just so rotten, Oz.
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We don't have to go back to it. We'll never have to face that again.
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Never. We're leaving it behind.
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Yeah. We have something better for us here.
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ok
improving]
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[but maybe it will improve if I pull it down and kiss it]
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things this is better than: bullshit pasts, and also everything else]
Mmm...
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[tugging him down without breaking the kiss]
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Oz...
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Mmh?
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Feels good...
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Mmh, good.
[kissing down, not intent on leaving any marks of his own, just leaving light kisses across his neck, his collarbone]
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[glances up at him, his hands moving over his sides, kissing across his chest]
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